Tore up from the floor up drunk

I have never heard that term.  Now I have.  This guy said it.

A dumpster diver early on.  Then he went to skying and the funds did not last and so his life changed drastically!!

He became the most depressed human on the face of the planet!!  But,  he experienced a great transformation.  As soon as he cried out to the only One who can change–his heart dramatically changed.  He realized he no longer needed to be perfect because Jesus took his place. Jesus had become perfect for him.

He has changed so dramatically he views his past like a dream.